People change, feelings fade.

2012-02-10T13:26:00.001+08:00

Speaking of which. I hate working closing. Told my manager i dont wanna work night shift but she mcm, "ala, if you cant do night shift, who will". So being the give in give in type, i'll just say okayyyyy. The thing about working night shift is that, it ends at 2. Have to wait for transport almost around 1 and half hours. If im close to those ppl working there its ok, atleast i wouldn't yawn the whole time.…but no. Unfortunately, im barely close to them. Though we do exchange greetings or smiles. I hate my job please. :(

Oh this is a rant post.

2012-02-10T13:21:00.002+08:00

Anw just to summarise, i went out with these few monkeys. Oh not monkey eh? Lol. Awaiting the pictures to be uploaded from babygirl's cam.

2012-02-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

Met the monkeys for late lunch>walked to city hall, peninsula, bras basah>Arab Street for sheesha.

Gonna post the pictures up in the next entry. I miss you gaizzz!!

2012-02-05T23:31:00.001+08:00

So rmbe kidz, one day when ego chanced upon you, dont ever ever pick that bloody ego up. Because it might just ruin you.... Esp the person you love. Ego ruins your r/s, and thats smth you dont ever want to happen. But even if it just happened, braise up, heads up. The world isnt coming to an end yet, hopefully. This is a lesson learnt, be it the first, the second third fourth. Or umpteenth of times. Lesson learnt!!!!! I think im gna get a bloody punch if i made that same mistake for the 99th times and i still can say its a lesson learnt. Sometimes whatever is written here doesnt make any bloody sense. You know. But thats just my blog. Thats just how my blog roll ya knoww. I want kiss please. Oh cannot eh? :( #nolink. But aside from all the above stated, i miss you.

2012-02-05T02:41:00.000+08:00

Watching kuch kuch hota hai full movie in youtube now. Old movie so what?
What matters most is the moral of the story behind it.
Sometimes some movies brings a whole lot of memories......then it comes
crashing down on you............... and you just don't even know why you even
want to watch that movie at the first place. Because it actually means something
to you. And then tears doesn't solve anything at all. AT FUCKING ALL.

And that's sad. FUCKING SAD.
You just don't know what to do anymore.
And all you can do is just let those tears flow.............. down.
Why am i even talking about this. cause I'm down. so down to the downest.

2012-02-03T13:24:00.000+08:00

Been doing well in life except not getting the mafucka course i wanted. SIALA
Sedih yknow. I pinned all my future in that course.................................
Either i wait till next year to apply again or, i'll just start with my working life

That bad.

2012-01-30T23:45:00.001+08:00

No matter how disappointed, how much pain i've already inflicted in you, you were always there for me. You never once failed to remind me you loved me, even the littlest things like you're gna go shower with an I love you included.

I'll be your romeo, if you'd be my juliet. Cehhhwahhh. I love you baby leng:)

2012-01-28T02:16:00.001+08:00

I hate how this world is just about the money. Where is the love? :'(

2012-01-25T20:01:00.001+08:00

My fucked-up-sad face. :(

2012-01-24T13:11:00.001+08:00

WAH................

I found out something.
And i feel...........cheated.

2012-01-24T02:21:00.001+08:00

I guess, sometimes when you begin to love someone even deeper, the slightest jokes in sentence or words would 'tusuk hati sedalam dalamnya'/make your heart feels like a confetti of grenade has cast upon you. Am i making any sense here? No eh? I don't know i guess....he'll never know how a girl feels like when a guy she has fallen for supposed-to-meet-but-cancel-yet-unsure of meeting at the same time. And reality check....all he did at home was watch his movies. How can i not get frustrated? I know where im standing right this moment. Im not even his girlfriend....to begin with. Im clearly just Another girl....if he thinks that way or otherwise. But where im heading with these point are, i love him. And i hope he reads this(or even if he doesn't, i hope some girl does and babe, i understand your plight). We girls are sensitive. Like a little bit only, in a split second, we go to the "emo" mode. And i immensely abhor that in a girl. In me. Little bit, crestfallen lah, merajuk lah, i cannot stand myself you know. We girls very manje pls....we only want your soft tender hands to reach
Ooooo wait. Im talking about me now
...i only want your soft tender hands to reach out to me and say, "why you so cute?" hahahhahhahaha oh not funny eh? No lahhh. I keep saying this, like a broken radio already. I only want you not giving up on me. Im forever unpredictable and you know that. Im ridiculously dumb in love all the time. I riculously sucked in making you happy whenever you're with me all the time. Im ridiculously annoying, so-fast-angsty, and not to forget, im number one in making you infuriated with my ridiculously endless of nonsensical-meaningless tiffs.
We girls.....noooo....i, girl, just want you close. Seeing your annoyed face, like you're at the end of your wits, makes me love you.....love the fact that no matter how huge the tides are, no matter how huge our bickerings are, you were always there...standing by me. While me? I keep giving that stupid egoistic stucked up fuck face and being me...my ego's ass big to even apologise. I hate being me. And i Still do wonder why...up till now, why you still loved me even when im the most ridiculous person youve ever known.

Btw....in case if you're(whoever's reading this) wondering...why starting of this post only i very frust then when it comes to the end, i typed on how he's the sun in my life and everything.. I guess, sometimes when things go awry, all you have to do is do a reflection on it, stop and ponder for a sec. And really, just realise that, you just need to lose the fight, not the person. Esp the one you love.

Hey sweetheart, i dont know when you're gonna read this. But if one of these days you do, please know that i may have hurt your feelings countless of times, and that doesnt make me feel any better cause, deep down im already of afraid of losing you after every single time. And soon enough, once you're sick of all these, you're gonna leave. Just like everyone else who has walked into my life before. Ive never regretted knowing you. Dating to be specific. Well, what can i say....youre like an angel brought from above for me.....cehhhhhh. Why i so mushy one!!!! Aiyeeeee.

Alrightyyyyy time to turn in. Working at 8pm later. Gonna wake up late. ("anak dara ni memang tk guna"). Peace!

2012-01-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

Basically, ............the above picture kinda no link as to what I'm gonna write now. But I feel like that toilet bowl. NOW. SO SHITTY in fact. Everyone have had their moments of being a toilet bowl at some
point in life......im definitely sure bout that.....OR if some feels like the shit itself instead of the toilet bowl. So point is, being a toilet bowl just means some ass gonna sit on you and yepppp do their thang. And after that flush and go. Never even clean up the mess they've done. ESPECIALLY THE GUYS...You pretty sure know what i mean. AND see what i mean? You've wrecked my heart and then ran off leaving it brutally bruised. Anyway I'm not referring to anyone in particularly my precious boy in my whole life. Ceh whole life LOL. But really lah. NOT HIM. He not only brightens my pathetic melancholy life, he makes it 1000000xxxx better. Though sometimes I asked the above why I deserve him when he can deserve better..you know... Your someone special doesn't have to be the most alluring one in the crowd, or the cutest or whatever. If a guy hooks up with a hooker, its his problem. But point is, you fall in love, not to please ppl. Or your parents for some. You fall in love, because you know he makes you a better person. He makes your ridiculously uglay face turned to an idiot 'HA HA-ING' the whole time when he made a ridiculously lame joke...(BUT that still made you laughed!) He makes you feel ridiculously special (those times when he ignored me TOTALLY just to watch S'pore soccer...HOW SWEET! 0.0 ). He makes you feel even though there's a voluptuous, eye catching girls beside me, he'll still pick me(NOT that he has ever done that....i hope not.....AND YOU BETTER NOT. I'll cut you), cut it short, you feel lucky to have him.....I'm lucky to have him too! Not the lucky strike lottery that one nono. Lucky to have someone to share all the woes and happiness with! I won't say Ive been through 100% of ups and downs with you, and i hope by the time you read this, I want you to know that I'll always love you, even though sometimes you think I don't because I'm mad or sometheeeng. BUT mad doesn't always equates to stopped loving. It means I still lup you but I'm mad or ermmm something like that. Apologies for the CAPS lock and "............" . Then again......... MY PROBLEM AH. CEH. I love you, EVEN when you ridiculously annoy the angsty me, even when you'd rather prioritise your tiredness than me.....Hais... To the sweetheart in my life.

p.s: Im just joking for all the crude remarks hehe! He's a bundle of joy to be with. I SWEAR UPON THIRTEEN THOUSAND AND SEVEN SATAYS.

2012-01-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

One Direction. And Directioners are adorable all.....together. :)

2012-01-22T16:24:00.001+08:00

My life is so fcked up, not literally since its jst a sentence. And if i were to find someone to replace you, fo sure it'll be a rebound one. Ive never heard someone so callous, using tired as an excuse not to meet. If you're having a goddamn fever i'll fking understand. But this? Tired from work. You've had a day's of rest. Takkan still tired? Too tired yet still can watch movies from your phone? Wahhh can tahan for how many hours somemore. Good. I like the attitude of yours. Since you're tired from work, then i can use tired of waiting for you as a bloodeh excuse. K.

2012-01-19T01:09:00.002+08:00

NAK TUMBUK BUDAK KECIK TU BOLEH. HAHAHAHAH

2012-01-18T19:50:00.001+08:00

2012-01-15T23:23:00.001+08:00

2012-01-13T23:11:00.001+08:00

Its 13th of this month. For the final hour, i just wanna sleep in peace. Had a rough day just now and i wanna put it all behind me. Fuck all those who made me fucking frust on my day. Okay goodnight. Forgive me for being uncouth. Hehe

2012-01-11T14:29:00.002+08:00

So cute please these lil kidos

2012-01-08T23:11:00.001+08:00

2012-01-03T21:38:00.001+08:00

When you have a relationship to commit, please don't also commit yourself to other girls. How can we girls not be so negative and keep pin pointing things? Blrrrgh

2012-01-02T19:47:00.001+08:00

2012-01-02T19:36:00.000+08:00

"mom: do you have a boyfriend?
me: um yeah
mom: does he exist?
me: obviously
mom: does he know you exist?
me: not yet"

2012-01-02T02:53:00.001+08:00

Cute lah they

2012-01-01T03:05:00.001+08:00

2011-12-30T21:05:00.001+08:00

Ok can.

2011-12-28T01:24:00.001+08:00

2011-12-26T14:35:00.001+08:00

It was level 6's xmas gift exchange and im more than super :D to have this reunion. These are the pictures with a few of my close mates. Luveeee them!

2011-12-25T19:47:00.001+08:00

"cut your nails, not your fingers. similarly your ego, not your r/s

2011-12-25T02:09:00.001+08:00

2011-12-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

Met the cathay boys yesterday and earlier this evening. Miss them terribly!
Definitely stoked for this Sunday level 6's xmas gift exchange. i have no exact
idea what to buy! I think a unisex boxer no wait some has big butt and some small
so cannot. Chocolates and sweets are all too cliche. Askdee got a tea lamp from
some sex shop sia hahahhahaha ass. God save me! ...............................

please

2011-12-24T00:06:00.001+08:00

2011-12-23T02:28:00.001+08:00

Got the results. It wasnt that bad neither it was that good. It was....acceptable in a way
causeeee i know i won't be able to cope the lectures and poly and the drama whatever.
So what's the point if i appeal for poly right?
Whenever ppl say, "You're wasting your youth choosing the longer way." I'd pfft
I mean like seriously, this is my path. I'm not you, and that is the most essential thing you
have to know. We all have different mindsets and thoughts about a certain something, and
doesn't mean you are superior, makes you the everything. Whatever it is, with God's will,
hello west side.........kakak april intake coming ^^ Hahahah kaeeee

2011-12-23T02:09:00.001+08:00

2011-12-21T07:07:00.001+08:00

I miss Cathay and the krazehness... And the popcorn heh

2011-12-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

What makes you so dam surethat you're perfect huh?

2011-12-19T02:09:00.001+08:00

2011-12-19T02:05:00.001+08:00

Do you know everytime our eyes meet, its like i fell in love once more. No matter how often we meet, the sight of you never bores me. And i miss that feeling of immense love so much......right now

2011-12-18T02:40:00.001+08:00

Whenever im going through a rough patch in life, my heart always used to stick up for me, but now it seemed like it got hurt too much often than not i cant stand seeing myself being so sad all the time..eventhough apparently i started the fire. Sucks to have a weak heart. Really. Where are you when i need you the most?

2011-12-17T14:34:00.001+08:00

All the way uh ngn Fatin kau. All the way. Ade pegi ade balik k. Chao

2011-12-17T07:42:00.000+08:00

wtf Im annoyed with every single thing today.
First you. What does sorry means if you apologised for not replying to my texts.
Of course who has fuck load of fun and remembers their phone? Stupid.
Second is hotmail. WHY DO U EVEN CHANGE THE LAYOUT?
Third. k actually nothing much. :)

Anyway my last day working at Cathay would be this Sunday.
My level 6 ppl been asking me when I'll stop working for Cathay, then I'll just
end up saying I'm not sure....even when I know of the answer. Its hard to look into
their eyes and say, I'm leaving. Especially when you're bloodeh close with them or
maybe you've shared a number special moments the ones where I got shouted by
the old staff. But that's usual. ok maybe not. I hate u. K CAN GD MORNING EVERYBODEH^v

2011-12-15T19:43:00.001+08:00

Saw Nurul Amirah Moktar during work i happy gile already! Heeeee!! I miss every single one ive known from the past. Kay dah tu je

2011-12-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hate it whenever i feel like you know other better girls as compared to me.
siala ni sedih please Dah bye nk emo japs

2011-12-15T00:07:00.001+08:00

2011-12-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

What doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

2011-12-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

2011-12-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

"I have come to the realization that I only have a few true friends out there, but I’m ok with that. I’d rather surround myself with the ones that care, than the ones that are there just to be there."

2011-12-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

People regret the chances they never took because they thought of what could go wrong instead of what could go right.

2011-12-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

2011-12-05T08:05:00.001+08:00

Gonna be gone for three days. And that's alright. Please take care of yrself while im away cause im not gonna be there to catch you went you fall, constant annoys you, and also to laugh at other ppl's downfall. Blergh jahat ehh. Anyway stay safe, dont let bad influence get into you. You know i love you so just always keep that in mind during these three days with no calls or msgs ok? Surround yrself with yr whole lot of awsume friends. wont be gone for too long promise. Hugs kisses. Mahal kita babui<333

2011-12-03T14:36:00.001+08:00

Breaking Dawn with ma babui at Cine afterwhich headed down to my favourite place to chill when e moon's still up. I love you, despite you being a total opposite of me. And that is something Ive to compromise with. Lets start with forever. :)

2011-11-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

KAYYYY DIS ONE FUNNY. Hahhahah

2011-11-29T09:27:00.001+08:00

Tday is e exam....and i have no words for it. Just wanna get done and over with it and also my attachment to Cathay damnit. Can't stand some people who just can't keep their mouth shut seriously. Pfft. Had to tell Lany Im going overseas this weekend cause she ask me why i cant work. I just wanna spend some boy girl moment with my boyfriend before im off for a getaway, since he couldnt tag along :( but thats alright. I wont be gone for long anyway. I love you babui:)

2011-11-28T01:00:00.001+08:00

With A-is after work for sushi date^^
and during work had to wear that elf headband. Like halloween alr leyyy.

So anw. Less than 24 hours for my final exam. Nervous like one kind. Causeeee. Yah. Kay gonna do my best! Mahal kita babui!!!

2011-11-27T00:02:00.001+08:00

If you forget how much you mean to me, everyday i will, remind you.

2011-11-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

“ Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you,
you just got to find the ones worth suffering for.

2011-11-24T12:52:00.001+08:00

With love.

2011-11-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

Basically done with fyp! Uggggg e relieve knowwww. Left two more days of school and then exam on tuesday and after that idk all my classmates alr! HahhHaahahaha. Thank God!

Hmm you know what i don't understand? I dont understand e need of constant tiffs. Why cant e guys be e one to give in? Isnt that what you're supposed to do..?

2011-11-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hi hi back with e pictures :)

Basically on 17th November, had Student Council Investiture for the Incoming excos.

And basically...that'd be the last time I'll be wearing that delicate navy blue blazer of mine.....

since the outgoing excos......steps down :( It was definitely a moment to cherish for the

whole two years being a student councillor. The rollercoaster rides. Nonetheless, we were

no doubt relieved that a bag of burden finally is being lifted off our shoulders.

Enough of the whatever. Here're e pictures taken at ITE Dover.

Wirda my netball mate :)

AND DISSSS!!! MY ULTIMATE LOVE! Erra Yuhanis! :)

Pri schl mate, Vivian. The outgoing exco.

Afterwhich headed down to cck to meet my dear cousin. :) Then homed.

And for todayyyyyy, had a mock presentation since tomorrow would be the actual
presentation in front of e Multimedia department. Three classes, and section head. And teachers.
Tak seram ah. Cume.......I don't even freaking know if our flash would turn out to be a complete failure...
or e otherwise. Give my group lucks mayneeee!
Done with everything, headed to meet my sexy beau over at cck. Miss him a lot!
Then he heads for his takraw while I head down to Causeway point to catch Happy Feet 2
with Faiz, Nizam, and Apek with his gf. HAPPY FEET SO CUTE!!!! OK NIGHTS. I love you sexy!!

2011-11-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

UH MY GOD. I don't know who still reads this but the stats states there're a few. Ok
maybe more than a few, But whatever it is. I'm sorry my beloved blogger. I've been quite
busy settling some things. Well..what can i say... Busy lady already what. Oh tak eh? ha ha
Anyway, I'll be updating pictures tmr from last week's Student Council Investiture. So stoked!
I love the pictures all...............Cause i look so good! Like very presentable. conferm.

So till tomorrow. I love you blogger. Love love love you! And esp you, my sexy boy. Cium pelukxz.

2011-11-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

OMG I KANOT WAIT FER DIS!!!!

2011-11-16T21:30:00.001+08:00

2011-11-16T20:12:00.001+08:00

Ha what? What is yr motive of contacting my classmate? If you're trying to get back at me for leaving you just like that, it doesn't work. Okay maybe its merepek cause why her and not other girls from other class or what? We may have smth on in the past, but don't you think its a little too suspicious that you found someone to love now...and the girl you're contacting, she's from my class somemore. But anyway, if lah kan, if you're reading this, don't treat her like shit just cause i treated you like one before. Smua pompuan bkn same ok? All the best, friend:)

2011-11-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

Never planned that one day I'd be losing you.

2011-11-14T14:23:00.001+08:00

I love this two :) but on my right more. <3

2011-11-11T06:45:00.001+08:00

Ug Im sorry I said that to you when I was mad.. :(

2011-11-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

Been so long since Ive actually posted a real post....since after reading my past posts
makes me have this immense miss for blogging. Though my schedule's isn't really....that....packed
or even though my day's not that hectic, I just couldn't be bothered at times to open this
netbook. I'm not lazy, I'm on energy saving mode. Anyway, my point of taking a time off
is cause i just wanna complain lah. I treat people like shit. Though seriously, but not literally.
You know I feel like I don't deserve anything at all. The happiness, love, friends.
And I'm beginning to feel sick and tired of treating people that way. But you know sometimes
the anger takes over you and that sucky feeling and everything else.

Furthermore its fucking annoying not having more females friends than the males.
And its even worse when you tryna maintain a clear friendship yet they misinterpret some
actions. Like how the hell am I supposed to find girls in a school which 4 out of 5 is mainly guys?!
Sumpah its just fucking rare to see a Malay girl which ain't a minah in my school to be close with.
Now who's to be blamed? That I'm not in ITE Bishan...packed with a bunch of girls? Or I'm too
stucked up enough since I can't even raise a smile at just one person in school?

I think the problem lies in me. It was always me from the start aye.
And to think that life is a bed full of roses? What has gotten into me! :(

I miss Ainun Ainuddin
Nadhirah Kamsari
Erra Yuhanis
Eunice Ang
I know I miss a lot of people.

Whuuuutt
Lin Can Xing too!

Kkkkk can. they won't read this anyway..so ya no point
Goodnight you foxies!

2011-11-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

2011-11-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

I miss the damn fun Ive had every Friday ...includes the tortures and what nots....
I miss my closest buds. My ultimate love. Everything. :(

2011-11-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

Things changed aye?

2011-11-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

2011-11-09T20:52:00.001+08:00

Don't bruise my ego.

2011-10-31T14:28:00.001+08:00

2011-10-31T01:35:00.001+08:00

Just got off the phone with Kak Di about work and how everyone immense dislike the three "old Staffs" who acts like they own this company. Infront of us, fuhhhhh smiling and joke around.. Once they three meet each other......only some who eavesdrop knows what theyre talking about. If they pretty or atleast pleasant looking nevermind know. One look and yuck. Adding on would be their attitude and personality. Turnoff!!!!! Bitch, please behave. If this one yr father's company we all understand ah sia. Hais

2011-10-30T00:18:00.001+08:00

Hmm

2011-10-28T13:52:00.001+08:00

ANZFF last week ^^

2011-10-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

2011-10-24T07:08:00.001+08:00

Even when you're fighting against the odds, You still loved me. Mahal kita <3

2011-10-19T02:04:00.002+08:00

2011-10-19T02:01:00.001+08:00

Eh alah I miss my bestfriend Muhd Bazlee howwww.wwwwwww.com
He having attachment and it'll be weeks before I'll get to see him again. Cepat habes
attachment please :(

2011-10-13T23:20:00.001+08:00

Happy 13th to everyone. Hope this number brings oozing of happiness and love and everything like how it did to me. xx

2011-10-11T19:12:00.001+08:00

2011-10-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

As much as i hate you, as much as i want you to die.....................
Im just kidding. BUT IM SO MAD! :'( And that's just sad.
Cause I'll always say things i didn't mean out of pique.

BUT I WAS REALLY MAD! Abhor it everytime when ppl would say "smth behind yr back"
Or whatever that has got to do with the supernatural shit. UGG. And its night already and
ok fine. Just shut up

"Sometimes things you thought would never happen, happens."

2011-10-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

Took off from work to catch a date. Real steel with my cutie at Grand Cathay!
Its not like I have off days on the weekends know :(
Ni pon pasal its our day today. Insyaallah we'll stay strong. :')

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh then part gi Swensens makan....I ordered caramel espresso
and i didn't like it in the end -.- Then chicken baked rice also in the end no mood to eat.
The chocolate malt also ughhhh don't even mention it. I'm wasting food KILL MEHHH!!

Anyway, working tmr. Wish me luck cause I'm running counter with this old staff which
I guess..apparently she has some issues with me? Whatever. I'm soooo not gonna stoop
so low as to being snobbish and ya stucked up spoiled brat

I HATE THIS IDIUT IM TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH RIGHT NOW
UGGGGGG!!! YOU CAN GO AND DIE

2011-10-06T22:24:00.001+08:00

2011-10-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

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2011-09-28T02:11:00.002+08:00

My life after getting tied down by a part time job is tremendously awful.
Not that I'm blaming on my fate. But I mean like seriously, its already obvious enough
that I've not been spending quality time with bf, and my family, and ugh my friends. And wait
did I forgot to mention I totally have been neglecting my studies damnit. And the exams are really
around the corner. I've to juggle like five things at one go. I know that my situation isn't really that bad afterall but it is already bad enough for te bf :( Our relationship has been straining and we've been
having a few tiffs on and off just because of a minute misunderstanding. That sucks.
But despite all that shit, I'm forever grateful that he has been there with me through everything.
It was almost like hell when I first knew him and then it got better. Even though at times I feel like
'Khun fa ya kun' then punch his face. And vice versa. lol. And on another note, You know that quote..

That's ridiculously absurb. You don't proclaim that you guys are meant to be just because
that's a theory fact -.- Sorry ah if anyone terase but come on. This is the real world.
Face the fact that this reality is smurfing harsh. And trust me, the guy/girl you're with now might
be your next worst nightmare. Hey, you know what they say...all good things will come to an end.
But fear not, if you're really determine your relationship can go far, then good for you. God bless!

And on a sweeter note,
Indeed I love my boyf like heaps and gazillions and there might be times when I felt like giving up
and just chuck him aside, but there's always a soft spot for him in my heart whenever he tries his
bestest to not give us up. And that is why I love him. Ok maybe on top of that, his annoyingness
is ughhh at times its outrageously hilarious and well other times, i might as well just kill myself.
But apparently that's not my point. Point is, I believe when you truly love someone, you not only
believe in fairytales. You believe in the wonders in life. Ok no that's soo not me. I must say, its
a different people different perception you know. So allow me to make my speech.

" Stop looking for perfect partners. Just find someone who
know how lucky they are when they have you. "

I'm really thankful to have met and known you. Your crazy idiotic side, the turn offs part. the mintak-kene-tumbuk days. And how you stick with me even when I've given you my shittiest days. You always, no matter what happens, come rain or shine, in penniless and wealth, in sick and health, in ups and downs, you'll always make me smile at the end of the day. And it always just comes back to you.
I luvvv luv you so much even when your hair looks like a bowl. HAHAHHA Ok not funny.

Apologies for this meaningless post. Not really meaningless. More like .. all over the place.
Heheh

2011-09-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

2011-09-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

You told me you loved me, so why did you go away?

2011-09-26T23:52:00.001+08:00

2011-09-24T12:47:00.003+08:00

Yes baby Im talking to you

SO TIUTE TIS MEOW

2011-09-22T23:29:00.001+08:00

Haiss blog aku baik baik msih hidup dia ckp aku dh delete ni blog. Brape kali aku nk ckp....why should i delete this mega full of memories blog away? Next time check if there's any spelling err ok luv? Yes also

2011-09-20T09:45:00.001+08:00

Well yesterday was fuuhh quite messy at first. But anyways it was Ite Fiesta whereby secondary schl kids came and have a look around the campus. Eina and I was assigned to Punggol Sec as a tour guide. Goshhh really love 4N2's chairman and vice. They were really efficient without us telling what to do. What do you expect..they were from express class before. Overall the event was made successful. Thank goodness

2011-09-18T23:02:00.001+08:00

Seriously no girls likes to be compared to or having other girls receiving more compliments than them. And esp from the guy they like/love.

2011-09-15T00:40:00.001+08:00

Rarrrrrrh been so long since i blogged. Imy blogger :((

2011-09-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

Happy every 13th of each month. May this day brings heaps and heaps of happiness. :P

2011-09-08T23:10:00.002+08:00

I will love again, though my heart is breaking.

2011-09-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

The thrill of self-mutilate. AWESOME LIKE FUCK

2011-09-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

2011-09-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

You know sometimes, when you found out something, and it sliced your heart
into miserable slices, you tend to keep mum about it just to omit tiffs from occurring.
I mean like, seriously, why would I risk all the happiness we built from scratch just because of a small...
um misunderstanding.. or whatever you call it. dang. Everyone has issues, just unsubscribe to it k

Btw Ive changed my number. And I lost all my old contacts. Sad aye? oh tak eh? K can. k go